hz..我不会绝望的咯r

天涯何处无方草！
自从健耀　说了一句：“。。。很难追的，她很注重学业的！”　
　　　　还有一句：“。。。会很好咩，我觉得她还ok罢了！”　（很晦气地说）

我的心都碎了，我之前的愿望，我新生营你们帮我庆祝生日时，我许的愿望！你们打碎了！！！
hz..．
我现在只能默默的爱她。
请告诉她，我不爱她，笑着难过，自我惩罚，想终止这一切挣扎，横了心说真心谎话。
别告诉她，我还想她，恨总比爱容易放下，当泪水堵住了胸口，就让沉默代替所有回答 。
这两句话就是我现在的心情。。紫色是泪水！我心中不是分泌出来的泪水，是紫色的血泪，是我这恋爱想象该停步的地方，别问我几时可继续走，因为我停步的原因是没信心了！

To:koh kian yao..leisure mall 1 walk

*tis pc no chinese terpaksa use eng
*koh kian yao say me long no updt blog..so use tis do title write lo..TO:KOH KIAN YAO
Last sunday,KOH KIAN YAO(GU JIAN YAO)date me go leisure mall...i nth do den go wif him lo...
we say le met at pudu lrt..he say me late jor wor..nvm....gv him lor..den we take bus go..he tel me how grow up..he say dun train muscle sin wor..ltr kerat le den cant grow=.=den i listen him..go bek chg the training set..all is jump de...we reach le...den he tell me many thing..but unforturnately,gv him paksa..i tell him my lover jor..hope he reli dun tell anybody(terpaksa di toilet,so i mus tell him if not.....)

den go cinema c gt wad movie..the legion 18pl de...the spy nex dor he dun1..den no movie le..den go c odm watch..he say many thing to me..chong wai long d n ling yee d pun ada..duno who say can keep secret d leh?i say he tell me ppl secret..den he say is not secret..many ppl noe de..ini orang tak mengakui salah punya..den saya beh tahan...use le 2.5 go buy 1 muffin..veli nice..

den we go popular..he say jimmy d bok veli gud d wor..he say chong wai long gv him menpengaruhi d wor..duno gin or lao...den he c dao half he go toilet..wan go do big thing..=.=hz..when he bek..he keep saying he's relationship wif wai long n lingyee veli gud gud d wor..den say all ppl manyak trust him d wor..say he gt many our secret d wor..say he veli happy cuz i told him i luv who(u all think me rela say? he paksa me at toilet d la..if i dun say sure kena......)

finally,we saw liang wen yin.but not oni liang wen yi..the crowd..walao..saya mau pengsan le=.= still heard the gila man(bukan kian yao,kian yao more gila than tis) shout liang wen yin! until his throat no sound still shouting....kian yao wan me capture ....but i dint saw him..cuz gt blocking..they warn us say canot luan take pic wor..so lc d pun ada..but of cuz liang wen yin nth d la..jus her leng veli 38block me capture..(if i say liang wen yin lc,koh kian yao sure go "hut"me de,wakakax)

den go eat sushiking--refer to http://station2chocolate.blogspot.com/

wa...after terpaksa eat sushi..we go bek..we plan how go bek plan le half hr...hz..finally take teksi go tasik selatan..the teksi fee:RM7..walao..reli not cheap o..leisure mall go tasik selatan LRT..the teksi driver talk to me i so scare....i gt c "gu ling jin tan"de ..so scare the teksi driver is stranger..cuz i dint take teksi b4...den,he take ktm..i LRT ..so kelian..usually mom fetch me at sungai besi LRT de..i take from pudu de..but tis time i go leisure mall dint get permission de..at tis time,the LRT gt problem cant cum..my mom sudah reach sungai besi LRT den call me..i oni say i at tasik selatan LRT..i tak brave call her...ltr she ask me y t tasik selatan LRT leh?den i say wad?i say LRT rosak?den she ask LRT rosak how can i reach tasik selatan LRT from pudu?den how i answer...den wait she call me lo..she ask me..i jus say LRT rosak..den she no ask le=.=wah..so lucky a!..

but veli song la..go saw liang wen yin..gt go sing k 2 person..gt go popular...gt he teach me how grow up...gt he tell me some all ppl noe de secret..gt fun...gt afraid...n pocket kosong...n ply 2geder...n we r owez gud frenz..kian yao!!

五天四夜-红孩儿的突破

第一届全国戏剧生活营之玛雅预言

我的第一个外界生活营，带给了我无数的东西，才五天四夜，得到的比我读书一整年还有多，还要丰富，还要真实。

回忆：

我的第一个组，也是我的终极组。

我的组：祭神殿的定义是喜剧的滑稽与悲剧的神奇

我们的大祭师，咒师和巫师们

我们的身份：末日勇士，帮忙拯救地球。

为什么要拯救地球？ 拯救地球的原因。

玛雅世界的战，学生活正式开始了咯！

还有串插的玛玛雅雅写信环节（你们给我的信，我已经贴在簿子和通讯录了，这些都是鼓励！）

结业一定要穿营衣！

这不属于我，这是红孩儿给我的鼓励和巫师们，楚均巫师，思思巫师，Eva巫师，凤琪巫师在水晶盆是帮我解决困难，让我无障碍往进步的方向走。谢谢你们，这是你们给我的。这张纸不是终点，是一个无终点的起点之一。

这营区区五天四夜，教我怎样跟外界交流，教我怎样做带头，教我怎样为自己争取机会，教了我很多东西，真的要谢谢一天一天看穿我困难和帮我解决的巫师，和大炮龙，虫，冯导，可君，Mr.Choco,兆辉，建艺，丁，牛奶，舒桦，振洋，玲仪，皓涵，兆宏，威宏。。我会记得这五天的，我会记得营里认识的人。。刘永杰，伟钏，嘉翔，耀祖，玮芯还有很多很多。。谢谢你们啊！

第一届全国戏剧生活营之玛雅预言正式结束！